How many worlds do you have?
I have many, many, mini worlds.
When I didn’t like a place or space, I left it.
I made another.
And another.
And another.
I think we all have different worlds to live in, worlds to be in. For me, living and being have never been the same.
The worlds I manifest across metaphysical and geographical space were diverse and although I can travel fast, I could never be in more than one world at a time.
Yet there is a part of me that belongs to each — or perhaps they each belong to me.
I know this: A divided life or fragmented existence takes a lot of extra energy and mental/spiritual work.
I have now begun to think that they really belong all together.
All these worlds, each part, every single piece.
These are scary but exciting thoughts.
What is a perfect imperfect world?
Each world is a perfect imperfect world.
When I say perfect imperfect, I don’t mean whole. I don’t mean wonderful. I just mean rational.
In other words, the world could be a perfect nightmare, as long as it made sense.
Certain things could not be in the same place as other certain things at the same time because logic simply did not allow this.
Worlds negated and rejected each other, they divided and split with bewildering speed and energy.
For one thing, they were either Utopian or Dystopian. This kind of all good/all bad thinking error is dualism in action. Evil versus Good. Sad versus happy. Right versus wrong.
It seemed much too difficult to keep these differences — and all they contain — together.
Plus, everything in life can seem binary.
woman/man
up/down
life/death
yes/no
hard/easy
real/fake
pleasure/pain
Although this brings order, it also brings limitation.
Now I am challenging duality, division, and separation. I want singularity, which is unified, full, and complete. It contains all. I want my worlds, all parts of my life and mind, to be one fantastic, fabulous, wonderful planet.
One perfect world.
A real queer space.
For me, ‘queer’, inner or outer, is about unity, diversity, change, imagination, invention, and new creation.
That is true perfection, even if it gets a little messy at times!
